omg i can’t believe you wrote “Mr. Self Destruct”! you’re so incredibly talented my goodness that fic broke me T_T it was a nice deviation from one-sided ocelhira i’m used to even if that does make sense in context, what with ocelot having a tendency to chase after people who aren’t as into them as he is them. it makes me wonder how many in his unit waited for him to notice them like he wanted bb and kaz to notice him? he deserves to be loved like he loves ppl! anyway, i love your writing~

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omg thank youuuuuuuuuuu!!! YEAH like as I was writing it I kept second guessing it and wondering if it was too ooc because Kaz at the very most tolerates Ocelot’s presence on his best days but the main thing that inspired me to write it was when I started thinking about that one little passive aggressive “I barely recognize you, Colonel” when Volgin’s corpse was brought back to MB and it made me really want to explore how he must have felt about having the body there and how much it must have wrecked him emotionally and we never got to see that? We just saw him make this snide remark at the corpse and then wander off into a doorway and isolate himself. Just the way he spits out Colonel like it’s the nastiest word in the world really resonated with me and made me feel like we get this fleeting insight to a whole world locked away inside Ocelot that we never get to see. And the entire narrative of that fic was centered mainly around that, I just really wanted to make him vulnerable and have someone comfort him and I think in that specific situation Kaz likely would have set aside his personal feelings because he would have been able to empathize with Ocelot’s situation the most. And I really do genuinely believe if they’d met organically outside of their respective missions, they absolutely would have been on better terms, they were just victims to circumstance and it breaks my heart to think about what could have been if they weren’t so wrapped up in BB’s shit.

sorry for being random but have you noticed that bb getting cucked fics are popular… it makes sense though but imagine him watching an ocelhira tape or even better, him watching them do it in person IDK HOW HE’D EVEN PROPOSITION IT BUT I JUST KNOW IT’D END WITH HIM GIVING THEM DIRECTIONS LIKE A SKEEVY PORN DIRECTOR AND THEY GO ALONG WITH IT BC IT’S BB. like just imagine pw era bb calling ocelot over for a “visit” and it ends in This

omg I haven’t! admittedly I don’t read that much MGS fic ( ⚆ _ ⚆ ) but I remember that being a common kink back when the MGS kink meme was still fairly active. bUT UM. Anon if you don’t mind, I may stash this away as a future prompt because I haven’t really had any new ocelhira ideas and I kind of want to write PW era ocelhira eventually =D Because that honestly sounds like a thing BB would be into if only to appease his own weird tastes and he’s immensely disappointed in the variety of porn the 70s has to offer. >.>

Imagine Kaz not even knowing it’s *Ocelot* either, because he’s never met him or seen him, just heard BB talking about him in passing so he thinks this is just some random new recruit named Adam and BB intentionally omits telling him. Later when they officially meet on their own terms, Kaz doesn’t really make the connection but he *swears* he’s met Ocelot before =D =D =D