This might be outta nowhere but i’m playing TPP again and remembered your headcanon post for how Ocelhira was one-sided on Ocelot’s part but what really got me was that this was Ocelot’s 2nd time being unrequitedly in love w/ someone not interested in him, the first being BB. He fell for guys using him as an object. It breaks my heart every time I think of Ocelot never truly getting his love reciprocated bc we know he has so much to give, just not to the right people and I’m crying now THANKS

YEAH omg I still hurt my own feelings all the time just thinking about how Ocelot had Kaz’s sunglasses on him THAT WHOLE TIME. And then later how it was most likely Ocelot that had to kill Kaz and just how screwed up of a situation that would have been. Like you can obviously tell during their conversation at the end of TPP that Ocelot really doesn’t want it to come to that so I keep imagining how that would have gone down, like no wonder he used a neurotoxin to take Kaz out rather than a face to face fight, kitty wouldn’t have been able to do it ( ˃̣̣̥ω˂̣̣̥ )